don't ya hate it when that happens?
Monday, November 25, 2002
shit blowing in my eye day
today wasn't so eventful- but in a good way. i slept from 2am to 11am, ate a little, lounged a little and then went back to sleep ;) until my class at 3pm, but even then i was 20min late. hehehe. but i did do my hw for tuesday and all. we did do margarita monday's at acapulco, but mostly b/c we had that coupon for dinner. man, i almost forgot, this morning when i first woke up at like 7am... i had to pee every two hours from then on... i really don't know why... i have a small bladder;) aren't you glad i shared that:) oh yeah!!! and on the way to class something blew into my eyes on about 5 separate occasions.... i was eating macaroni and cheese out of a cup (hey! i'm in college!) and i was trying to shield it from the dirt and pine needles... but when i checked later on, there were all these little black flecks that had slipped through my fingers and were stuck in the cheese... grrrr... i told someone this story and they were like "oooooo, fiber!" (roberto takes the cake... and runs!!!! hehehe)
the other day i was digging up some old unused notecards for my cousin to use and i found an old love note from an ex written on a card and slipped into the pile. it made a few old emotions rush into me... hatred, anger, love... then i just smiled at the irony. the words. inexperience. not knowing the future. the things we say when we think we're in love. love conquers all? i'd like to think so, but i have always been the pessimist. i have always dreamt.... i don't know exactly why my point of view is so twisted and dark... i try to constantly bring out the beauty in life, but where does my turmoil take root? in the selfish, indifference of humanity? in my mediocre struggles of life? in my few relationships? in my search for "self discovery"? where will this path of turmoil take me and is it due to end? hahahaha, and why am i talking like this, laughing like this, and sent spinning into the universe without sight or map?
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