don't ya hate it when that happens?
Monday, November 25, 2002
time flies
i feel like i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere and everywhere at the same time... this feeling of being lost and searching for a foothold... you know what i mean. right now it's like i'm running really fast, yet nothing seems to be going anywhere fast enough, but i feel like time keeps slipping into the darkness. am i just supposed to accept that i am forever lost or does this feeling eventually subside in time, experience, and (?)... i feel for the pain and suffering of the people of the world, but what am i doing about it? man, it's that age old question- how do i make a difference? i don't know what i'm doing so for now i'm focusing on two goals.... study hard and work out as much as i can (i crave some form of definition, esp in my abs;)... with that i shall let my destiny come with open arms and acceptance...
on a lighter note..
i have a paper due soon and i'm quite excited to write it. it's on e.e. cummings' anyone lived in a pretty how town. my cousin francis came to visit me in my apt this weekend and i took him to eat in the dorms... lynn and i went to hermosa beach near pier st for a bday party (sangria's sampler was pretty darn good!) and today me, lynn, and minh chilled at 3rd street... i like this family atmosphere.... i'm hella tired now though. i got a lot of goodies and presents and all that schweeeeet stuff... but i couldn't find the LOTR toy i was looking for... i think there's still one at Ahhh's so i'll have to check... at michaels i did manage to buy a lot of wool-ease thick and quick yarn.... i can't wait to crochet a scarf or something!!! ah, i am such the dorkus... i have so much i want to do... like hobbies and accomplishments and everything.... so many questions in my head... like career (will actuary leave me branded in one job?) and where to live (sf vs la) mingling with everyday choices like what the heck to i eat for lunch today(peanut butter and nutella sandwich or mac and cheese or teriyaki chicken breasts? :) life, oh life... yeah.
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