don't ya hate it when that happens?
Thursday, December 12, 2002
the end
good news and bad news: good news- i didn't fail my accounting class, i think he felt sorry for me. bad news- i was supposed to ace math 61 and i messed up on the true/false final, what kind of math final is like that.... ::sigh:: this always happens to me.. i choke. something i need to change, something that needs to change. alone and not, i don't understand... surrounded and alone. universal themes, yet i find no comfort in knowing this... why do i always need to be around people, why do i live for others? how do i find happiness through other paths, how do i fix what's wrong with me??? why am i telling you this, i hate this, i hate everything... feel so different yet i know i'm the same, separated, yet united under this umbrella of .... yeah... why do i choke? answers i never get... um, i had taro boba from boba world today... and damon and pythias' la cheesesteak sandwhich...
i'm watching the news channel 4 at 11... they arrested the suspects that raped a UCLA girl last thursday, all juveniles.... sadness.... :-/
still lost and confused, nothing... nothing in my head..
played two games of ball today, made bunch o shots but still lost both games... gotta get up on it... then lifted weights.. and played raquetball by myself, just thought you'd like to know what i try to do every chance i get... i think i just need to fill my time up so that i "don't have time" for a boyfriend. hahaha, i really want one but i think i should refrain, or so i keep telling myself... what's wrong with me? it's so rare for me to find someone that i'm interested in.... shrug.. i don't get it.. what's wrong with my head?? on another note, the people in my apartment keep telling me i'm weird and i think it's getting to my head... head head head head head dead head.... so long...
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