don't ya hate it when that happens?
Wednesday, December 25, 2002
i don't know what to think anymore... i do this to myself... leave myself open and vulnerable to outside attacks.. it's wonderful, but it isn't and i can't understand it... i need to let it go... but why did it come to me in the first place? why am i left behind in these tracks? i couldn't stop it from happening, but i could. i didn't want it, but i did. i knew that pain would come eventually, but i never knew it would have be so soon...
merry christmas!
ironic.