don't ya hate it when that happens?
Friday, January 31, 2003
i hate it when i do this
so i missed my 8:30 again. i hate missing class b/c then i get lost and i really don't want to depend on the book, especially when he said we should read "some" of it. hehehe... so i'm also running a little late on work. i'm waiting for minh to finish getting ready so he can move his car and i can drop him off to campus. i guess all that working out yesterday must have really taken its toll. running more so than the weights even though the running helped alleviate the soreness after lifting. hmmm, things on my mind... i love lounging... i really really crave cuddling a lot lately... but whatever... sometimes you feel like you need it... and then it passes.. but actually having it would be nice.. mmmmhmmm...things i've noticed about myself lately is i haven't lost weight but i seem a little bit slimmer (phew!) and i don't get as sick with colds or the flu anymore because i guess i'm just a happier person... i know this isn't the whole of it, but i greatly contribute that to not being with chris anymore.. all that stress and strain... but i do always take precautions like flu shots... :) i really want someone to share stuff with, but i think that sort of thing comes with time... they always seem to come around when i'm not looking.. when i've given up... relationships shouldn't be your life.. they should be something that shares two lives .... support, loveness, and all that jazz. i think i am happy with where i am in life so far even though there are a few things that i'm worried about, big things like where to live, career, love, friends, life... the latter just echoes in my head... always wanting to make a difference... always wanting to make people happy, always wanting to find that connection and at least aid in the only way i can.... my heart goes out to all... as bitter as i may be at times, i am not ignorant therefore i find no bliss, but understanding and hope for the best... sad, but it's the truth that sets you free and gives you challenges that make you stronger, make do with what you have they say... but i say...
BLOW THEM AWAY
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