don't ya hate it when that happens?
Sunday, January 12, 2003
unstoppable force...
war. it is so.... i don't want my friend to go, but we need to to our job... i don't want this but how does the problem get solved.... nuclear weapons? missiles aimed at the US. north korea pulling out of the treaty... iraq... taliban's way of living... rape on campus... what is the next step... i went snowboarding today (mtn high).. i've waited so long for this moment, but it felt lost... like how could i enjoy this?? ::sigh:: something i did learn about myself while snowboarding is that i truly enjoy being independent at times... need to be.. just as much as i yearn for companionship and growth. i don't like to hold people back and i dont' like to be held back for the most part, but i'm always willing to make sacrifices.... :) i have friends and family in so many places, phillipines, indonesia, australia, egypt, britain............ why can't we be one? why can't we find peace? does greed, stupidity, malice conquer all... the same way we sell weapons only to have to face them in battle.... (watch bowling for columbine for more about "us") wonder if i'll still want to go to japan... what the heck is going on?