don't ya hate it when that happens?
Saturday, February 22, 2003
wow...
it's been so long since i've written in here it feels... hehehe, feels... so many things, so many emotions have been swimming in my head for so long... the pressure's steadily built over this past month... time... moves too quickly and to slowly. here i am only taking two classes and i am still so busy. dance, work, schoolwork, exercise, eating, sleeping, over.... things seem to be going really well... even though i cannot be with this certain fellow... even though he supposely feels the same about me... time is not on our side... even though i do not have a job set for june... even though i do not have a career path that i am set to... even though i feel like i'm not really making a dent in this can of a world! the options are so vast, my time is so limited. although i understand, understanding doesn't neccessarily make things any easier to swallow. i'm just going to wear my heart even more on my internet sleeve... so many questions.. sigh...
so i didn't do so well on my midterm, on midterm grade is actually missing! but no biggie. i finally felt good enough and free enough to exercise and it felt like heaven.
saturdayafter valentine's stuff, (see below), daredevil, and hung out with scott
sundayslept until swing practice 3-5pm
monday shoot video for jackie at 3 and walk through (EEP!) icky bushes with spiders and who knows what under the ivy.... then bodythm practice from 7-9, watch matrix
tuesdaycame home from beatles class around 3-4ish and worked on my website until close to midnight
wednesdayafter econ class, went to work.... was supposed to go bowling, but felt tired... didnt know i had filipino dance practice... but did check out digital cameras at bel air, best buy, and then shop at ralphs....
thursdayafter beatles class, ran into natalie tang from mills high and chatted until discussion, after discussion, ran with daisy, elaine and will, then lifted weights alone, ran into jackie and had a falafel plate from whole foods before proceeding to kinross for bodythm and swing practices... came home to watch taped episodes of friends (phoebe and mike break up!- ohhhh he is soooo fine!) and scrubs... (i loooove corny humor!)
fridayafter econ class and office hours... drove to san francisco with uncle buddy's family. stopped by uncle nestor's house to visit (it's been soooo long!). this is where i am right now. it's nice to be home....but.....
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