don't ya hate it when that happens?
Wednesday, March 26, 2003
hmmmmmm
ingha just left this morning. i've been up since 6:30am... took a 15 minute nap somewhere in between... had work from 8-11 and 2-8... with a dr's appointment sandwiched in between... and here i am now... i want to do so many things, but nobody is here. i want to go to the beach tonight b/c the weather is warm and i feel moody... but some things aren't made for me, not now at least. need to be comforted in the creases of his soul, but not today... not now... why can't i be more independant? really wish i was. really. :) thought about driving around eating a mcdonalds chocolate sundae, but... gas seems expensive.. and i might just drone myself into a deeper stupor. i want to drone with someone... ;) drone drone drone... hehehe... miss fulfillment.. even though i know i will find it again someday with somebody... i don't want to yearn any longer. craving is not exactly a happy feeling.... too much driving today... too much, too little, what's going on in the world today?!?!?!
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