don't ya hate it when that happens?
Sunday, April 13, 2003
so i was a little bit upset today... i don't know why... i suspect it is b/c my family couldn't be with me on such a special moment in my life.... but those that really care about me tried their best... on friday jiwon drove down early to catch my performance.. she was joined by kirk and a few friends and the two very special shanis gave me very pretty flowers... :) on saturday at the 2pm, elaine and mary were there along with my roomies who actually left early thinking they were going to beat the crowd... i spent the 3 hour break in between at the latino festival, mostly eating colombian tamales and dancing to music... at the 8pm i had lynn! the darling ran all the way from sunset rec and took a 2 hour break just to see me perform with the wac majors.. it meant to much to me... everyone's support meant a lot to me.. i worked so hard... i started out a tiny bit sad b/c my parents stayed home... it was my dad's birthday and it was too far for them to drive for such a short weekend... :( and i invited my uncle's family here in the valley but they had a busy day and he wanted to eat instead... maybe i should i have emphasized more how much this meant to me... but i wanted people to come into it on their own. i don't want pity or guilt or anything of the sort... that was probably my last "major" performance.. so sad... i'll try to find more... but we'll see.. maybe i should move to new york.. am i running away from life or am i simply starting a new one? interesting and both valid viewpoints.. ::sigh:: we just say roger dodger which was a very good movie... the only problem being... i dont' want to see it over and over again... kind of the way i feel about memento...
ah 3:49 AM
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