don't ya hate it when that happens?
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
monday
we had a barbeque at keith's and fernando's.. i haven't seen susan for so long... it was nice, i met a lot of folks, read some magazines, ate some great grub... stuff like this makes me feel like home.. :) just chillin like a villian.. >:) i got home pretty late and minh was parked in my spot even though he knew it was my turn.. he just assumed he could take the spot my car was in... but i didn't have one b/c i was out all day.. i hate that feeling i get, like i feel bad that i dont' have what someone expects me to have.. but in reality it's not my fault... i hate that pressured feeling though.. it makes me feel bad... and i have a hard time feeling like it's their fault anyways... how hard could it have been. my turn. get out of space. give me clicker. see! easy as 1-2-3... heeheehee, i think he farted before he left my room ;)
::sigh:: i do feel that guys i have met are usually only interested in one thing. rarely do i meet one that is interested in my mind... when i do, it's like i can't get enough of him... ::blush blush:: i don't know if it's true.. but it just feels that way to me...
tuesday
today was a great day... sunny, beautiful... there was even some misty fog at 2am...
classes started out really nice.. i have a performance in royce hall at around 6:30pm on tuesday of 10th week. i think that's june 3rd... :) it's not going to be as formal as my other ones, but these styles of dancing are really nice... belly dancing and tap! bellydancing's got a lot of twisting and shakin.... ;) tap's got the buffalo time step, the shuffle step... rolling of the log, shave and a haircut... dang! i really wish i could do pull backs.. that's how you know you're good... i gotta learn those so i can also master the buck and wing steps...
i went to petco to show the assistant mgr my beardie as promised... but he wasn't there so i read this great book about these amazing lizards for like an hour...:) my bebe!!!!
elaine and i studied at powell from 10:30 -2 i did take a nap somewheres 0 =' ) something that always touches my heart are great people... elaine would do the nicest little things like throw away some trash in the car without letting me know.. or getting me chapstick from target b/c it's on sale... also.. this couple sitting across from me offered to give me a ride home... they were all ".. you should go home and sleep...." :)