don't ya hate it when that happens?
Sunday, July 27, 2003
this is the end... my sweetest friend...
so i was talking to my mother last night from 2-3 am. strange, but cool at the same time. i will go where my pressence is desired, needed, rejoiced.... and where i will return the same. i'm still hesitant and i wanted to stay in la until december... but i am 75% sure i am returning to the bay area in approximately two weeks from today.. i'm 'sad... but i am lost.. and this has lingered for too long.... i need to get away from this longing i've felt for almost two years... just for now.. to focus on myself.. i've never been too great at that :) today at the magic johnson all star charity game i had a little fun... saw some stars, had some icee.. hehehe. icee. feel like cleaning.. i really need a cell phone.. and a job. and a love. and money. and.. and.. one of those toy octopuses from a rice krispies cereal box that was made of that "sticky hand" substance and when you threw it on your wall it would crawl down.... yeah. i don't know if anyone knows what i'm talking about. le sigh.