don't ya hate it when that happens?
Friday, August 29, 2003
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is this the way life should be led? to live in hope, to give up what we love in order to be a stronger, better person... to move on... i feel it so close yet only now do i realize that it cannot be. although i know, i do not understand what lies beneath this reasoning. left, wrapped lightly in kind words only to be lost, tossed among the rest... possessed by what was. chasing after what could have been, like the fool i regret i am. suffering. what humans have to endure to catch a glimpse of that moment... that moment we deeply wish we could be trapped in forever. i still breath it in from time to time... wallowing in that intoxicating concoction that is pain, elation, hope, love, and sadness. i need to let go.. need to leave you behind.. it is so hard. but know how much someone cared for you... how much someone loved you... i sacrifice too much this time, but this sacrifice shall be no sacrifice in the end.
i question so many things, the same way each person does alone in their head, in company if they are lucky to have such eye to eye banter. like circles they are, circles they create, knowledge is limitless... so vast is the world... voracious is my appetite...
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