don't ya hate it when that happens?
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
i dont' know
it's late again and i don't really know where i'm headed. my world is so vast.. i could just disappear in an instant... drive where ever. it's one of those lonely nights where.. it's just late and you crave good conversation, good company, anything of the sort. the sad part is, i could get company if i wanted to, but i feel i would be using those people... i want to remain true to myself. i want things to just fall into place. i want what everyone wants. someone to understand them better than they understand themselves. this is crazy. this is that strength that drives art and everything extreme, happy or sad. this is the sort of connection or lack thereof that so many things in this world revolve around.
i want to share my secret moments.. i want to share the world... but i would give it all up for peace... but i don't know if anything in this world could satisfy those fires... everyday.. another bloodshed event... everyday.. something else to mourn. there are so many downs.. it gets hard to look up these days.. but like everything.. there will be another light to show us our path. there will be something to look forward to.. another life, another rainbow, another escape from reality's worries... another somewhat answer.... chiseling the way to solutions...
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