don't ya hate it when that happens?
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
just a girl...
it's noon and a wednesday.. i'm in new york, times square to be exact.. just a few thoughts to drop... i'm on my way out.. just finished two episodes of dawson's creek... i never used to watch it although i love it. (everyone else in college was watching it at the time) i'm such a girl! they were the episodes were joey is in love with pacey but is afraid to lose dawson... dawson ends up letting her go and she runs to pacey.. is life like that? people i've known never just turn around and sacrifice.. i've tried.. but my will is not strong.. but i will keep trying.. i want what they have... stupid tv people.. hehehehe.. also...
the other day cliff and i were talking about high school memories.. how i liked c. wada and he liked my best friend j. sher. how i understand how guys are because i lived with them, but then i realized you never can fully understand b/c there is always that ... difference.. the possibility.. ... he remarked that i'm a guy's girl, one of the guys... ... there were times when i was growing up that i thought i wanted to be one of the guys.... but then adolescence hit.. and i wanted to be one of the girls that they wanted. they never seemed to want me... as it usually goes... who you like doesn't like you and who likes you you don't like.. i always hear about how pretty my sisters are and sometimes i feel like i'm living under their shadows... but i guess we all have our strengths... i don't know if i would give up what i feel inside to be who i'm not..... you get the hint ;)
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