don't ya hate it when that happens?
Saturday, October 11, 2003
i'm in L.A. (doing the cabbage patch in my head)
it took us too freakin long to get here... no, wait, i rephrase that.. it was fast. it just took forever and a day to leave the house... i was supposed to see kill bill with minh and them, but the delay :( anyhoo.. i hear it's freakin awesome! that girl wearing cute clothes, carrying fancy gadgets fighting character stuff really gets to me in a good way... somewhat unrealistic, but one can dream can't she? it's like watching a comic book brought to life without the boobs that are larger than her head...
tomorrow we're heading off the universal studios to celebrate amelia's birthday... i guess sort of a sisterly bonding thing.. and then later on that night i hear a certain someone i don't really know that well, but i read his blog, is turning 27. we'll see if i make it out..
warning: the next paragraph is gibberish...
thoughts coming out of my head too late to know where to go how to feel losing something over and over again... this is for you or for the world maybe too late maybe find strength feel the sun waking and sleeping a song written for someone else too late again i shed my dread a lie as happiness wanes or waxes depending on you feelings too undescribable to write a surge of warmth and bliss on air or depth below to sow my fear of you a general you a faceless you afraid to go need direction a feeling of closeness a sigh a whisper a tickle a grin lose sin find a way in too deep escape my faith ...