don't ya hate it when that happens?
Monday, October 20, 2003
le sigh
everytime someone sends a compliment my way i get this warm feeling and i get all shy... it's quite embarrassing... reduces me to nothing... i can't look people in the eye and so forth. a few days ago someone told me i lit up the room. i felt so special. but at the same time.. so timid. i know, me? timid? nawww. but i used to be until my freshman year in high school. the hardships i faced then were tough, but now that i'm on the other side.. i couldn't feel stronger. hmmm, now i've just got to start exercising again. 2 months and i've only exercised 2 days. i am so up for any type of exercise right now. anyone free? running, weights, raquetball, swimming, etc... i just can't stop smiling.
on a lighter note my parents just started watching american pie 2 behind me. weeeird. dude, the dad just walked in on jim doing it with this girl and my mom giggles.. hehehe. cute.
so a friend of my mother's has kidney cancer... another really really great woman. her chemo's giving her allergies.. i really want to visit her. her granddaughter went to my high school. (weird connection) we used to go to her house to eat and chat and she'd knit us socks and stuff... hahaha, she even went to the asian "competition" i was in. sigh.. that girl...
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