don't ya hate it when that happens?
Monday, November 17, 2003
interesting...
so i've been going around giving someone a bad rap as of late. sorry fried rice, i hope you know who you are. hehehe.. i guess more people read this blog than i thought. all these chickens just reading... i dont' know why i drudge on. the feeling of release? it is nice to vent from time to time.
so i think the theme of this entry is things aren't turning out as planned... "but what ever does?" they say... i'm sorry for hurting anyone's feelings, but i think i need to follow what i think is right. i get so confused in my head... i just need to learn to trust my instincts better... i dont' even know what i'm talking about.
so it seemed i might have had a better chance with lockheed than i thought i did... we'll see...
love is sacrifice
where is the me that i lost? did you take it with you? who have i become? should i even care to show this vulnerable part of myself to the world. letting people take this part of me with nothing in return. letting you judge me b/c i lay myself bare to the world. i hate condescending people...
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