don't ya hate it when that happens?
Sunday, November 09, 2003
things in my head
again i am here running astray... there are so many things to be thankful for yet i still find a hard time grasping purpose. i can see it long term, but short term goes so slowly.. or fast, depending on the the point of view. everyday is a blur, i can't always remember what i did yesterday.. hehe, seems so far away, he was right. i like that song. i am lost, but i still want to lose myself in other ways. just different kinds of escape like music or a hard earned accomplishment. :) i just can't wait for time. i can't wait for it to pass, but at the same time it leaves me so quickly. i wake up and it's dark. sure, winter doesn't help, but still... sigh... :) i think too much. amen.