don't ya hate it when that happens?
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
yeah....
i feel like i haven't really wrote much in the past week.. i guess you can all see that a picture is worth 1000 words.. but is that really enough? what the heck am i talking about? :) so, hmm.. things in my life... well... i'm sorta currently "talking" to two different guys... but what does it really matter.. they're both in la.. i mean, who am i kidding? they both read this sometimes, so yes, they both know about eachother. i dont' really know what to feel b/c i'm really lost in life at this moment. also, i've never been in this situation before.. i like talking to both of them... i dunno... life goes on... it's all open to whatever.. right? :)
that aside, yes i did have a lot of fun at halloween.. i missed dancing. did you see me dance with the chicken? if you didn't, scroll down. ;) anyhoo, looks like this saturday will be quite filled with dance also... there's this humongoid billion people birthday smash happening and i'm supposed to be hopping with a posse of girls... we'll see how this turns out.. i may have to borrow richard's camera ;)
i just got semi positive results from job searching... seems like raytheon is giving me the positive nod.. the only problem is timing.. and my gpa. i have to wait til after new years to get interviewed... i'll have to really study up on my stuff then :) also... lockheed still has my foot and an arm through the door... just waiting back on those managers that steve's shot my resume around to... just have to wait around til the recruiting season dies a bit so my gpa won't be as much of a hindrance. i am so freakin stoked.... nothing is set in stone, but so far things are looking up...
i think about who i am and what i've been through.. everyone has theirs. i just dont' know how i got through my life. i want to help everyone in this world be a better and happier person... we'll see about that...
my general to do list.... as of today, in no apparent order...
learn and get drums
get a job i deserve
learn an opera on piano
crochet a hat and scarf
weights/ run/ basketball/ etc...
community service
buy a laptop
buy a massage chair
read books from library
learn chinese
learn japanese
heck, why not throw in spanish, german, and russian while i'm at it....
wow
some of the nicest things anyone's ever said to me....
someone said they just want to get to know me whether it leads to a relationship or not.. and that i should do what's best for me even if it's choosing someone else over him... wow...
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