don't ya hate it when that happens?

Friday, January 30, 2004

 

i'm so sleepy... .. but if i sleep, i feel like i'm missing out on something.. wow.. i worked from 6:45 to 8:45 today... i can't believe it.. 2 hours later than i thought i would stay.. so i think i'll just add in those hours to monday. its funny how all i can think about is work sometimes... like how to make things better, etc... yesterday around 5pm the system went down... servers... i guess. this morning it took a few hours to get things running and in order... we had our usual meeting at 9am.. everyone was stressed... this is the official end of the month and we are behind. stressed stressed stressed.

hmmm, the gist of it is this...

i like my job so far.. can't envision doing it forever.. i really like who i sit next to.. those people are great!

having mixed feelings about life in general.... sort of like swimming.. endlessly... searching for those beautiful patches, getting through the storms... a glimpse of sunlight reflecting on the surface... mysterious and deep, scary and dark... so many places to wade... vast... vast.. sea...

somethings do brighten my day...

other things embarrass me...

i actually do have lots to do, but then i get lots of time and i get lost in that time... just doing nothing...

i really dont' know what i'm talking about. :)

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