don't ya hate it when that happens?
Thursday, March 11, 2004
it's been awhile...
friday was pretty cool.. hung out with some co-workers to celebrate chris' bday...
the next day was wine tasting. didn't go so well.. i was pissed the whole time, but i didn't let anyone on until later in the day.. i couldnt' take it anymore, every little thing was picking at me to the point where i would look for things. at least one friend could tell i was bothered.. from there it just went downhill.. i didn't see how they could have dropped the topic if i was the mad one... fuck that shit. it was probably just a mixture of misunderstanding and me expecting too much out of people.. namely one person... but i dont' think that matters anymore. besides that.. vivian planned a smashing trip and i brought home only dessert wine.. not port, but something called soleil from dry creek. everyone took a lot of pictures and the scenery was absolutely wonderful. this one woman looked kinda psycho/drunk.. she was squatting near the edge of the vinyard and was scooping the dirt into a pile while patting it and staring at it adoringly like she was taking care of the place... um, yeahhh
sunday.. still felt left out.. dunno why.. at least everyone else was happy and stepping around me.. (sarcastic about the latter) i wanted to hang out more with one, but she was tired.. and probably didn't want to be around me. so i spent the evening with wena's kids... holding xavier and talking to nana and isiah makes me so happy... brings me back to what's really important in this world.
monday - painting
tuesday - basketball.. get elbowed in the nose and sprain middle finger
wednesday- missed pass taps my already damaged nose.. suddenly realize i have a slight black eye forming...
thursday- realized i can't really use a mitt correctly (gotta buy one for softball season) and dun dun DUN.. ran my face into andre's shoulder ... i think there's a pattern with the nose.. i'll just shoot around next practice...
the light pattern continues.. i'm not counting my block.. but the lights still seem to turn off when i come around.. eh.. also... work has been slightly stressful.. nonstop i say....
i dont' know what to say.. i have negative thoughts.. it is the way it is..
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