don't ya hate it when that happens?
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
still lost. is this that quarter life crisis thing?
am i lost or just out of it? things are a little unsettling in my life.. nothing to complain about really, but it could be better.
my new place isn't home just yet. just feel like driving off, the way i used to in la, but at the same time, i dont' want to. i want to go home.
i might be changing positions this week at work.. doing some interim work until i can secure a more permanent, challenging position elsewhere in the company. my new place.. i dunno... i dont' really relate to my roommies just yet. maybe it's that french thing.
maybe i'm just frustrated. i can' t run yet, my big toe is still sprained. i need an escape. just like the drive. i've got to search stuff online... community service... is working for ad companies more exciting? coming up with creative ideas? maybe i should just take some CC classes to quell my creative side. aching it is.
ooo, i just looked up some women basketball leagues.... nice... and i saw michael phelps win his 4th (?) gold medal in the 200 butterfly i think... it was pretty exciting for some reason..
good luck with the job hunt matt ;)
who am i, what am i, why am i here?
i hurt for the world, for the world i shed tears.
i feel the pain i knew before