don't ya hate it when that happens?
Sunday, August 29, 2004
wow this weekend's been pretty busy. last night was goo;s housewarming party. pretty crazy.. there was one side of the room with guys trying to hook up with girls.. and there was the side i was on where we were just going nuts dancing, taking pictures with passed out people, and watching the family guy. :) "this house is freakin sweet..." didn't leave that party til 3ish
then today i slept almost the whole day away..hmmm, i did take a breka to eat breakfast (love those quaker oatmeal squares when you want to feel full.. and the naked mango juice...) my roommates were throwing a birthday party for two of them so i had to prepare everything. churro got moved into the lonely shed out in the backyard... after moving all the stuff around i went to target to return this plastic drawer thingy that had a crack or two. i got some interesting items like an ice shaver, a stadium seating thingy, and one of those cool old school labelers that i've always wanted... i want to start scrapbooking again. :) i've also started collecting the barbie dolls of the world collection.. so far i have greece, japan, cambodia, mexico, and native american. for some reason i wasn't as impressed by england, dutch, viking, or south africa. but in general, they are all pretty cute.
oh yeah, while we were wiring that house/shed for my lizard last night something bit my forearms. yes armS. both of them. the left one swelled up immediately. the right one isn't so bad. i scratched the left one a bit and now the sensitive area went from 1-2 inches to 4-5. yay. it's all swollen and hard feeling... kinda burning in a hot manner.. uck.
anyhoo, the party got started and there were probably 25 or so french people chillin. a german here and there. it was nice b/c it was so different. i also had a conversation with a coworker who came later. apparently his girlfriend cheated on him and although they broke up, the apparently worked things out to the point where they are back together and happy again. would you accept someone back after they cheated on you? i wasn't sure what i would do in his situation. although it's hard to trust someone after that, at the same time i know that people make mistakes and that there is also the "case by case" issue.. he realized he is still in love with her and i guess that is that.. sounds like they're going to get married sooner or later. :)
i also mentioned to him how i am a magnet for guys who have just broken up with their girlfriends. yes, it wasn't just you scott, those guys seem to lurk in my chosen hang outs and pop up out of nowhere to make life just a teensy more complicated than it already is. i think i've learned my "should have been obvious, but you fell for it anyways" lesson.
hmm, i worked on friday... even through all this so called partying.. i still find time where i can't seem to think of anything to do.. so i work.
i feel really sad sometimes. my college friends seem to be fading. i talked to korina about it once. she tried to comfort me by saying that people are just moving on and i need to also. it just seems such a waste... it kinda goes along with the saying "love the one you're with" only in friendship terms.. dont' get me wrong.. there are the few who still take the effort to call and say hello and let me know what's up in their lives.... well.... lynn amd judy are in new york, jiwon is in la, i've lost contact in general with the glenrock boys.. , elaine and i hardly talk to anymore, and i'm sure all elaine's related group think i'm psycho... rich has his la crew, i dont' know why i went out with ron - we were better as friends, shani stopped calling as soon as she got to washington dc... scott got back with lena, josh is an asshole... katsu is moving to japan... i dont' know where the hell ray went, but oh well.. i stopped corresponding with naomi for awhiles.. (she hasn't written me back, but knowing her, she's probably too busy) kyle is in the area.. and i'm trying to find out when we can join a softball team together. natalie is in the area too. i keep trying to find my peace with her, but she is kind of a handful, and i'm sure she thinks the same of me. we have so much going on in the issues dept that for some reason we don't get along.. it's like for every fault we share, she points it out in me and doesn't see it in herself. everytime i think we're starting to get along she says or does something that hurts my feelings. in my opinion she just gets away with a lot of shit b/c she's really gorgeous. c'est la vie. actually, the part about "everytime i think we're getting along, she blows it.. also applies to naomi. i feel that both of them are condescending towards me and i can't seem to change their attitudes.. i know, i know.. why can't we all just get along? well we can't and that's just the way the world was meant to be. a good comparison would be how my icelandic friend described his past two relationships: in one, he was working so hard to make it work.. in the last one, it's like he has to hold himself back from proposing to her everytime he sees her. some things just don't work and shouldn't have to take so much effort. hehehe. AKA i'm tired of dealing with shit.
boo yeah!
au revoir
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