don't ya hate it when that happens?
Sunday, March 13, 2005
i'm in my sad phase right and and it's really funny b/c not a lot of people know how to handle sad. they get all awkward and uptight and just dont' want to be around you. i think there's just a different type of sad for everyone.. grouping them together would be kinda hard right now since i'm also cramming for this physics midterm i have tomorrow.
the way i see the world, the way one sees the world is so twisted and distorted when compared from person to person. everyone's had their share and that is what makes them unique... what they've been through, decisions that define them, the way they react to certain things..
regrets....
i have a few friends i dont' talk to anymore.. it makes me sad, but for some situations there is really no way around it... most of the exfriend-friends are in southern california, so i guess that's a really good reason to just forget about it.. but i do have a few absolutely awesome friends down there as well that i miss so much. two mutual friends are dating and i used to date one of them (yowser!), someone is getting married and i'm not invited, a past love is with his ex, although i think i made a better match (but who really knows?)...
i dont' know why i react the way i do to certain situations. all i know is that i regret it afterwards and it takes a lot for me to rub something like that out of my mindset. my father once told me to "not take everything to heart". i'm still learning. i still have to learn to be more understanding as well as toughen my shell to people who will only bring me down. down down down. hehehe, is that a song?
i really miss lynn lynn and minh-doh. luckily natalie lives up here so i'll be seeing her this weekend at great america! hmm, i don't really think of myself as a strict pessimist.. oh well. i haven't been to a movie for a long time... the last one i think i saw in the theaters was phantom of the opera. i did see a few on video (ie: napoleon dynamite) dude, everyone is quoting that movie! it's kinda fun. there's even a coworker on my work softball team that looks like napoleon. hehehe.. ;) anyhow.. nuff said! gotta get my study on! (on a last note, tina and albert look so cute in that picture together!)
1 Comments:
Don't fret about friends...some people only come into our lives for a short period of time. Doesn't mean they mean any less than others. Some people just come along to fulfill a purpose for a short time. Don't worry.
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