don't ya hate it when that happens?
Friday, May 06, 2005
i actually got my lazy butt over to the work gym for the first time in a long time. i worked out for about the same amount of time i took to catch up with people.. hehehe, the gym is such a social place. anyhoo, hit up a few specialty and not so special grocery stores. :) i found kumquats! i also got a few cool things like vermouth and dessert wine. :)
i'm so sad. all i wanted was beer today on cinco de mayo. i only asked 3 people and it all just got too complicated. beeeer. worrrk. hahahha. speaking of work tina-bina had an interview with my boss's boss today and she didn't tell me! hahahah. soooo caught off guard. my area is so quiet and empty so it's nice to see other people. in the end i watched the entire first season of sex and the city and had some vin santo and biscotti... i don't think i like the beverage that much.. but it's pretty strong tasting.
hmm, awhile ago my id was used to check into an inn a few times. the police nabbed her but she was a juvenile... i felt really bad... i couldnt' find out the details but the probation officer assured me that i did the right thing.
hmm, i've found out something about myself that isn't too positive lately. turns out people are thinking things and nobody ever tells me so it really sucks when you finally found out what people really think. then you find yourself self conscious at every instance.
I believe I can see the future
As I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now i never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around again
Oh, no
Everyday is exactly the same
Everyday is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Everyday is exactly the same
I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end
Everyday is exactly the same
Everyday is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Everyday is exactly the same
I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I am still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know- I don't know what else I can do
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