don't ya hate it when that happens?
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
more?
i can never get the words out of my brain fast enough. even that last sentence turned into "i of enough" in my head at least.things have been so upside down this year... not all in a bad way, but definitely upside down. and stirred around. i like my new job a lot.. in fact, i got my first sexist comment today.. not that i welcome them, but they're a sure sign you're working for a defense contract company. i went to a nine inch nails concert last wednesday (happy up). i tried out water skiing for the first time (up) but couldn't stand (down) despite the peer pressure/ smiley support (up). i feel so distant from all my friends everywhere, either physically, mentally, or i've realized we just kept changing and might have grown apart in some ways. i totally want to reconnect with my old roomies, but where do we find the time and the means to cross paths? (down?) but at least i know they're still there. (up) amelia's going to bali... ingha's graduating....
anyhoo, i'm getting older and i've realized that post-its are a working person's best friend. and her calendar. i just spent the last hour having a conversation about relationships with my little sister (not so little anymore huh) i've already attended two weddings out of the four on my plate.. and my stupid self planned a trip on the weekend my sister is graduating.. it never occured to me that she was... wow.
hehehe, there's just too much i want to accomplish in a typical day, eat healthy, feed churro, water plants, plant new ones, do hw, get a lot of work done, work out, hang out with friends.. its like swimming, swimming... :) the new nin cd came out too..i want it.. little things like that that i want to do, plan to do, soon. hmm, beer helps. ;)
heehee, things on the bottom of the priority list: read books for fun? paint? sadly, sleep. sing, dance, dreams, guitar, drums, scrapbook, website, clean my room, wash my car, buy an ipod charger, fix my dresser, figure out my savings for now and the future, read, read read, sprinkled with a little writing and singing if my car's passengers let me. cooking, i definitely want to get into that... fashion? i think all my money is leaking somewhere ;) deep talks about life, poetry by me and people i know.. music... as in listeningto it... collecting it, watching videos, watching scrubs... get crafty.. knit stuff..(hahaha, i saw a book today called knit and bitch) what's up with those kinds of names? shake and bake, pumpkins and sasquatch, basil and motherboard. ummmm, yeah. hahaha.
anyhoo, it's terribly late and i'm dying. training tomorrow.. gotta run errands at lunch.. maybe.. :)
smoochie boochies! (if you don't get that reference, you suck!)
PS: rewatched star wars. i can't wait. my legs are crossed and i'm jumping up and down in anticipation.
PPS: rafting trip. planning one. june 17th weekend. be there.
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