don't ya hate it when that happens?
Friday, September 30, 2005
LA
lala land. :) something i really miss about la was driving around late late at night either alone or in good company. I remember wilshire and santa monica blvd. aimlessly exploring with a mcdonalds cone or late night in n out.
i miss hanging out with the glenrock crew. i talked to roberto last night, chatted a bit with minh tonight and i left a message for nat knowing she was in class (that crazy chicka with the crazy schedule). sorry lynn, it's hard to call you, there's always that 3 hours difference and i keep missing your bedtime!
lately i've been hanging out at friends' houses, but i guess i've just been trying to avoid... life. life as it happens, life as we see it, life in the movies... yeah, life in the movies... so many things in movies or sitcoms trigger these thoughts in my head.. experiences good and bad. it kinda sucks b/c the good ones i can't explain well (i'm terrible at story telling). the bad ones are just so sad.. i don't want to make people depressed... but i spill it out every once in awhiles. it just sounds weird coming out of my lips. soooo, i'm going to shy away from death stories and just tell middle of the road ones.
wow, when i saw serendipity in the theaters i had just ended an eventful 2 year relationship. then there came the scene where kate beckinsale draws the constellation cassiopeia on john cusack's arm using his freckles. i don't really cry much in sad movies, but let me tell you the faucet was more than leaking at that moment. I used to draw the big dipper on my ex's arm. he was missing just one lil star out of the dipper end so i always penned that in. he kind of didn't like it though... dun dun DUN.
dude, i dated a guy once where while he was driving, i wrote "you make me :)" on his hand and he had this big long, funny explanation of how he doesn't like ink on the skin b/c the skin absorbs things like that. yeah. whoa. next time i'll be sure not to use my weed laced pen. ;)
ok, this entry is going to be a hodge podge of random thoughts and events...
sports.
i did ok in softball today.. ok i did bad. that's what happens when you sprain both thumbs. you just sorta get out of practice. missed two catches at home, got thrown out twice, walked once only to get viciously tagged out at third (i was kinda angry b/c the old guy coulda just touched the base since it was a forced out) and i made a base hit once which was made even more wonderful when jacob hit a long one that ended up as two runs. unfortuneately we still lost. 3 game losing streak after a long winning streak. eek! i need to get to the batting cages and pump those suckas outta here. speaking up pump, hehehe, i gotta get back into the weight lifting routine just for strength. as usual, there's still that one cute guy on my team that's totally not my type. wow, that sentence is so sex and the city. all the other guys on my team are either married or practically married... or they creep me out just a tad bit with weird comments akin to "running away from me as usual eh"...
i got to see my favorite shows family guy and grey's anatomy. nice nice nice.
tina and i traded massages at susan's house (i bet john liked watching that). sorry susan, i have to break it to you. we don't really like you. we just like tivo. tivo and that ginormous tv that makes people bigger than life size when you stand next to it. ;) after finally at least attempting to get out of my funk by distracting myself with all those sports, i had successfully given myself a very, very sore body. guys, (not the creepy ones please) please start offering massages... i'm too shy to ask for them... hehehe. this is my plea!! tina's pretty good at massages! oh wait, should i be advertising that? doo doo doo or shall i say "dee dee dee" a la carlos mancia style. hehehe blues clues!!! blues clues!! water going that way!!
hmm, i talked to my old buddy donald... 11 years i've known him (le sigh, yes i think i'm yoda [\sarcasm])... time flies.. he's already set a wedding date... wow. where am i again? what planet? may and dave are still floating on their date, but i'm sure everything will be fine. 5 weddings this year. 5.
this last couple had the TIGHTEST video ever. in place of a slideshow they did a spoof of napoleon dynamite to depict the story of how they met. it was called christine dynamite and he had a shirt that said "vote for dino" ohhhh man. it was sooo sweet! at the end was a video of his friends singing acapella at his birthday party... where he proposed to her! hahha, i guess i am a sucka for this stuff. stupid media. look what it does to me!! :)
anyhoo, time for bed. works kinda slow so i gotta make up for the time by reading about whatever i can. currently i'm interested in blowing things up. i think that'll be my specialty ;) system weaknesses. :) me likey!