don't ya hate it when that happens?
Monday, November 03, 2008
breath in
hmmm, 2008 has been a better year than 2007...this is for my tita ilse who passed away this morning after a year long battle with cancer. she went thru the treatments and still... it wasn't enough... i meant to come visit... i called today to check up and it was too late... i'm so sorry... <3 i'll be with tito nito next week in seattle...
and while i'm in this space, i'm sorry jack, that we didn't get to hang out before you passed away... i know you were finally getting in touch with me and all our other hs friends and hopefully things were starting to look up. i thought you were only kidding when you said you could be dead in the next 5 years... who knew? thanks for checking out that south city apartment you told me about... i'm sorry things had to end like this... it's the worst way to go... i hope your killer realizes the full extent of what he's done. nothing is fair... life is strange that way... but i see from your facebook profile that you are loved. RIP
some bad stuff.. onto some good stuff.. i'm in a good place in life. i feel my heart, mind, and soul are whole, not pieces strewn about here and there. sometimes i really do feel like there just is not enough time in the world to do everything i want to do... watching the time slip away like sand between my fingertips. hawaii was good for me. music is good for me. i feel laughter around every corner.. well, maybe not today, but i know it'll be there when i get back...
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